Trying to start a new chapter

In my life that is. Or am i opening up an old chapter? hmm either way, i am going back to school. I am so excited. And a little nervous too. I always see people who are going back to school as parents and they are always "doing it for their children" possibly i am just the most selfish person ever but i am not going back for my children. I am going back for myself. I am going back because I need to. Not so my children will see that you should go to school, or finish what you start or any other lesson my children may learn from my going back to school. Not to take away from those lessons at all. I think they are very important. Just not the reason i am doing it.

So yesterday i went up to Edison to see if i would need any tests or anything. I do not. (can we all see me doing my happy dance? picture it, its super goofy and oh so fun!) So now all i have to do is get my butt in gear and finish my FAFSA. Hopefully I will get some help in the money department. My going back is VERY contingent on that exact thing. Everyone I know says i will so we shall see.

My next step through the school is to meet with the adviser. EEK!!! I can do this, i will do this. I WILL FINISH SCHOOL!!!

I think I am getting old

What is the first sign you are getting old?
The people of MTV scare you. Is it just me or is lady gaga scary? Her music is good, always has a good beat i can jam to but her performances seriously scare me. This is how I know i am getting old. I wonder if people felt this way about Madonna when she first came out. she is kinda Madonna esk. Except way way creepier!

Its ok i guess that i am getting old. I mean my kids are getting older. I have Grey hair. I usually am in bed before 10pm. All of this i can handle. but for some reason the fact that i just dont get lady gaga really makes me feel sad. Like i am not up to date on what the "kids" are doing. LMAO

If for some reason, possibly because you are old too, you dont know who or what i am talking about check this out. But be fore warned its a little creepy. LOL

Sunday, Sunday, Sunday

Football time is here again. I am not a huge football fan, but i do like football sundays. I do think it is a little obnoxious that football is on monday's and now thursdays as well but hey what are you gonna do? Football sundays usually mean a bbq, hanging with family and friends. The fun stuff that keeps us all bonded. I actually joined a fantasy league this year. Just a bunch of females playing for imaginary loot, super fun. Although i dont know much about football its a good thing to do things sometimes that will help you bond with your husband. I swear ever since i said i was going to join this fantasy league its like he wont shut up about it. He thinks i am super cool now and interested in football, which i really am still not but...

Of coarse i cant make a post without a super cute pic of my kido's in it. So without further adieu here they are. Some oldies but goodies for your viewing pleasure!




hmm well i cant seem to find any football pics of meah. Strange because I know that i have them... Oh well hope yo enjoyed what you got!

"The Best Day In The Whole World"

Meah's exact words today at Disney on ice. She LOVED it. And of coarse grandma and mommy loved it too. ;) Grandma loaded her up with all kind of fun things. She got a swirly light up princess wand, and a fairy hat with cotton candy in it, and a coloring book and a straw/spoon. The child was seriously in heaven. What a great experience we got to have with her. Watching her face light up. and hearing the things going on in that little head of hers. She was very confused as to why the grass, from the lion king, was on the ice. And also why the fish, from the little mermaid, had feet. LOL I love her so much. I am so glad she thought it was "a wonderful surprise!"

Here are some pics of our little princess at the show





and just a few of the show

Taking my LIttle princess to Disney on Ice!!!

Yay cathy for getting meah Disney on Ice tickets!

We are going today to see "the little mermaid, Cars, Tinkerbell, and The Lion King" I am so so so excited. I just know meah is gonna love it. Not to mention I have never been to Disney on Ice either, and have always wanted to!

Tomorrow I should have so really cute pics for ya so check back. but here is a little dose of meah's princess/disney Love!

My little fishies!

This summer has been full of changes. At the beginning of the summer meah would barely get her face wet in the pool. She would not jump in or anything. Aaden would, he is all boy and not afraid of ANYTHING. Now they both LOVE the water so so much. My MIL/SIL just got a house with a pool and meah is all over it! She jumps off the side and swims all over the place with her special bathing suit(it has removable floats in it).

Aaden, I think, really helped meah see that the water wasn't something to be afraid of. He just walks right off the side, in his life jacket. Next thing you know meah is jumping in. She said, "see, i can jump like aaden" as if to say "no way is aaden gonna do it and not me." lol

I have two video's to share. One is meah swimming in her special bathing suit, the other is aaden "swimming" in his life jacket.

Wow its been a while!

I am going to try and update this thing more often. That is my new goal. Not saying I am going to do it daily but... Here is a post i wrote yesterday i will just copy it here.

Ahh what a day! Started at 6 am. Screaming baby. Not mine. Ahh the joys of babysitting. LOL Day progressed into a pretty good day though. All the kids napped. And I even got a nap today (30 min but whatever) too!

Didn't seem to be a very productive day. But yesterday I cleaned my bedroom and the kitchen, AND the living room! That NEVER happens in the same day. Of coarse today all but my bedroom is dirty again, but what are ya gonna do?

Brianna keeps biting aaden. Its been a problem for a while now. I guess today he finally had enough. After she bit him he charged her with an AHHHHHH! and pushed her to the ground. Ack I dont know what I am gonna do with these two. I seriously know what it is like to be the mother to twins. Luckily for me though at the end of the day, I get to send one home! They love each other, MUST be next to each other ALL.THE.TIME. yet all they do is fight. *sigh*

Such a rewarding job I have. When a toddler looks at you and understands what you are saying for the first time. Or responds to a command you thought you were just saying for the heck of it. What a great feeling!